utter immolation - the yin-vitation

aching to be

revealed  -
exposed
    a presence so awake it peels me open
    an insight - penetrating - that sees through
        to all i play to hide
    piercing through my test-ful resistences
i want to be exposed

and then consumed
    out of pure desire
    the pure delight in all of me
i want to be consumed

i ache to be engulfed in the flames of belonging
not by my own hand, seeking out space for me
    fumbling to find where a bit of me might fit
but entwined and engulfed
    in the heat
    of unrelenting desire
    proud and still posession

    i've had a crisis of faith
    i'm not a joiner, i'm not a member
    no human construct can hold me - not insitutions, not religion
yet i ache to belong
to be pulled in so tight
to be held so passionately
...that desire for me restrains me
...that yearning to take me overwhelms me
    and my ache for that desire yeilds me
    wills me open

    and expresses me
releasing me from the binds of separation
into utter and unrestrained devotion

i want to be taken

sexually, professionally, and in relationship
in my mind, my heart, my body,
spirit, gut and action
all the gifts i've spent a lifecome collecting
all the skills I have spent an eternity to build

i want to be fully used

revealed
exposed
seen

desired

consumed


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